Pregnancy Fatigue... Woes..... BUT!

It comes and goes without any warning. The past week had been really tiring both physically and mentally. I could sleep as early as 9pm, and wake up as though I have not slept through the night. Totally zombified. During work, I look forward to going to bed more than anything else... more than eating.... more than dessert. YES! DESSERT! no kidding. zzz. I could not endure the sudden onset of rapid bloating, pain, fatigue... guess what! When I lie supine on my bed for maybe... 10mins? then change position to lateral, my pussy hurts like fuck! REALLY PAINFUL!
Thankfully, I managed to call in my masseuse for a good massage, introduced by my hermes SA! She is strong and I fell asleep as the massage was toooo shiok. haha. Last lap of pregnancy is really not easy. There are so many things I have to accept. e.g. MY SUDDEN BLOATING. Whenever I laugh or smile... I couldn't feel my cheeks, neither can my eyes be seen. LOL.
On good days, I could go shopping and hang out with friends, but it lasts no more than 4 hours. By the 4th hour, my energy level dropped drastically, I could feel the weight on my pelvis and my face looked as though I am hypoglycemic.

Right.. all will be gone soon. I look forward to weight loss after pregnancy and will definitely share my journey on weight loss! by the way.................... I have already gained 24KG!!!!!!!!!! For the upcoming week, I plan to have..
Breakfast: Oats with eggs instead of bread.. nasi lemak... bee hoon .....
Lunch is going to be slightly unhealthy because there are limited choice (ahem,... excuses actually, there are super healthy food selling at paragon... HAHA!). Fine! Lunch is cheat meal, unless I feel like eating healthy.
Dinner will be at home! Steamed fish.. soup... BROWN RICE...
Dessert : Birdnest/strawberries/papaya milkshake. NO ICE CREAM ALLOWED ANY MORE.
It is easier to say/type than to be done. Really got to be more disciplined so that post natal meal restrictions will be easier for me to handle!

OH YES! I am also looking around and reading up for stretch mark removal lasers that is effective. IF IT IS EFFECTIVE I WILL SHARE DEFINITELY. IF it is not, I will share too, so that you guys dont waste your money. haha!  It is really depressing to have our skin ruined just because of pregnancy. AND I do not believe in looking ugly/aunty post pregnancy. I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO POST CONFINEMENT, where I can start planning my meals, workout... and do whatever that needs to be done to be normal again. Does not mean after having a kid I will not have time for myself right? Just got to move that huge ass of mine! Haha!

Hey! That being said, it is really amazing to have a little one wriggling in your tummy. On random moments she will give me a big kick! Funny and cute at the same time. Can't wait to see her face, how she will look like... how her character will be... Hehe. Gonna be exciting but scared at the same time, I really WANT a total natural birth...NO Pethidine/ NO Epidural/ NO Caesarian! I hate the side effects of Pethidine and Epidural, Some mamas that does epidural complain of achiness over their waist. Some, complain of side effects of Pethidine... VOMITING (Had enough vomiting during 1st trimester. DO NOT WANT TO GO THROUGH IT AGAIN! ROAR!) For casearian, the only thing I dread is recovery, it takes about 3 weeks to recover from that cut? OR is it even longer? I do not dread the scar.... I DREAD wasting my time lying around and restricted to do any exercise. BOO! I hope I can go through the pain and at the same time baby teo will come out smmoooooooothly.


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Xiaxue VS Gushcloud

Just finished reading XX blog on Gushcloud and I find it so freaking interesting. You can check out her blog!

I just could not believe bloggers from GC can go all out to slam other service providers just to hit target. Seriously? Lie to all your readers just because of monetary benefits? After XX posts, I just would not have trust in what they advertised for. Imagine they claim to have used a product... its SO good, then? whats next? you paid for it (already fall into trap), its not good and you prolly think oh! may be it is just not suitable for me. LL. Next thing you know, they did not really use and test it. 

HOW TO TRUST THEM AFTER ALL THESE. 

Well, people who know them well may know the truth whether they are lying or not. I am just taking it on the surface. Which more or less already proved it? 

It is disappointing to know such things about bloggers, faking stories just to support an advertorial. No matter how chio you are... Being fake is already ugly. Used to think "wah, she is so pretty", " wah she is using this eh, shall we try?" NOW, it has became, "Advert again, of course will write good stuff." then brush it off. I am GLAD I did not get the phone you raved about. Save my money. LOL.

Oh well, lets see how GC and their fellow members will reply to XX. 

Sigh.

Planning planning planning! 32 weeks going on 33 weeks!

Little Teo is 32 weeks + 2 days old today! Weighing at 1.97kg. =D Soon this little girl will pop out to turn my world upside down (in a good way I hope!) ha ha..

Today, my VP asked me.. how do I want to spread out my leave! I told her most likely 12 weeks one shot.... then 4 weeks spread out over 1 year. For now, I still could not see myself not working for a good 4 months. My cannulation skill will drop!! I will become weird if I do not communicate with the outside world! Haha.. I told my mum to retire so she could have my helper and over see everything. She can play with the baby, bring maid n baby go shopping (erm.... window shopping allowed, coz my mum is a shopaholic! hahaha), no need to do housework.. etc. That is what mothers deserve right? When their kids are old, it is time for them to enjoy life.. Coz frankly, we will never know when they will leave us, and regretting is just not in my dictionary (in this context).

I kept reminding myself NOT to be overly stressed, protective and nervous over the baby. I need my life too. HAHA. I hope my stand do not change after little Teo pops out. Hehe. 

The Preggy's journey is coming to an end soon!!! I realized planning before hand is so important and we should not procrastinate. If you PLAN for a baby, Jolly well PLAN after baby pops. Responsiblity does not end after you have given birth, in fact, responsibility increases. Planning should be done BEFORE baby pops, and not after? 

Little Teo is definitely UNPLANNED, there are so many changes over the past 7 months. All in preparation to welcome the little princess (I WILL NOT TREAT HER LIKE A PRINCESS.DUH). hahahaha! 

To all my preggy friends, I humbly emphasize that planning is important, after baby is born, it does not end there. Please include plans after baby is born as well! I am not saying that I am damn good in this aspect, but I learn as I walk this journey, just my 2-cents worth. Whatever you plan may and may not work out, always have a backup plan as well so it can be initiated if plan A fails. Plans should be at the interest of people you wish to include. Start researching and planning! Never too early! (erm.. but after your 1st 3 months la) Best during 2nd trimester when you gonna be oh so energetic.

OH YES. PLAN HOW U GONNA LOSE THOSE KILOS! hahahahaha! for those super skinny ones, dont need to lose lah! just maintain, in fact may look more curvy and hot mama. Hehe. 

Then, I can keep all my preggy outfit into a nice ziplock and chuck them aside for at least a year. WHEEEE. REALLY CANT WAIT.

Lastly, I really would like to thank my hubby for tolerating me for the past few months, satisfying my food craves.. weird temper etc... Hubby are not maids, Mothers aint maids either. Get a proper helper if you need. Thank you dear for walking this planning journey with me and realizing that planning before hand is important (after all my nags). Hehe. Love you Des. 

Alrighty, Ciaos till my next update! =D